Mar 16 2009

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I Wanted To Know Myself….

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  • I took the “What Does Your Birthday Says About You” quiz dekat facebook…


Verdict (those who are born in october):

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

  • I took the “Personality Quiz” at www.quizbox.com


Verdict:

Kind and Gentle Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

  • I took the “Know Your True Self” quiz at www.quizbox.com (seems really true…try it)


Verdict:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing, just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

  • I took the “What Does Being A Friend Really Means To You” quiz at www.quizbox.com


Verdict :

You value your friendships: 70%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it’s actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody’s friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

  • I took the “Your Working Style” quiz at www.quizbox.com

You are friendly, adaptable realists. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any “should” or “must” of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone–including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be a gifted problem solver. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by “using” the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

You are actively curious about people, activities, food, objects, scenery, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

  • a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
  • the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
  • an artistic taste and judgement
  • the handling of tools and materials

You make your decisions by using the personal values of feeling rather than the logical analysis of thinking. Your feeling makes you tactful, sympathetic, interested in people, and especially good at handling human contacts. You may be too easy in matters of discipline. You learn far more from first-hand experience than from books, and do better in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are health services, sales, design, transportation, entertainment, secretarial or office work, food service, supervising work groups, machine operation, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.


Hemmm……

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Nov 04 2008

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PeNiNg!!! KuSuT!!! TeNsI!!!

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Aduhs…

Makin pening rasanya kepala hotak nih…

Dengan nak cari umah sewa, nak cari kerja, nak cari duit, nari cari boypren…eyh, yg last 2 KIV dulu…

Macam mana lah kan setiap orang hadapi mende nih…sgt salute pada mereka yang cool je hadapi saat2 genting nih…

Takotnye nak keje and berhadapan dgn org luar…

tak tau nak cakap camne…harapkan kwn2, ada yg menolong, ada yang no help at all and ada yg membebankankan lagi…ntah le

Sebab kwn kan, so nak kata apa pun takle sangat… susahkan kalau camtu…

ada tips utk preparekan diri…sangat2 dialukan

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Jul 17 2008

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Apa Pendapat Korang?!!

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Well…

dah lama dah pikir sebenarnya… cadang nak bergiat dalam penulisan novel la…korang setuju tak…

rasa cam nak melibatkan diri dgn a new pastime…what do you think…well, ntah la samada i am suitable as a novelist but i would like to try…

maybe not anything like sidney sheldon or john grisham… but something in the line on Hlovate…Imaen…or rnyssa…

pada pendapat korg, aku nih cukup kreatif tak…ada sebarang cadangan camne nak mula??!! setakat buat plot cerita n kembang2kan sket2 tu dah ada la…selebihnya cam blur lagi…

sesapa yang rasa nak bagi tunjuk ajar untuk penulis muda ini silakanlah…daku akan amat2 menghargai… sesungguhnya…nak menjadi penulis nih kena bnyk dgr n trima pendapat mahupun kritikan org…huhuhu

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May 03 2008

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Persimpangan Dilema…Huh?

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Biasanya akan sampai satu masa dalam hidup bila kita terpaksa dan perlu membuat pilihan…

Ketika itu, samada kita sudah bersadia atau belum….bukan lagi dalam tangan kita…it’s fated…takdir dan suratan…nak tak nak kita kena terima, bukan?

well, it’s easier said than done…secara theorynya memang macam senang jek tapi yang menanggung je yang merasa peritnya camne… well, any ideas? sesungguhnya, aku tak bersedia lagi nak grad sebab tak nak lagi berhadapan dengan dunia luar yang aku rasakan sgt vicious and cruel…

aku salute pada teman2 dan sahabat2 yang berani mengambil langkah ini…mereka yang dah pernah berkerja dan sebagainya…aku tabik spring pada korang…nak jugak jadi berani macam korang tapi ntahla…

bukan tak cuba…tgh mencuba tapi macam keberkesanannya kureng sket…maybe sebab aku tak btol2 berusaha kot…harapnya dgn teman2 disisi, aku dapat memupuk diri untuk lebih berani dan matang…aku tak nak mengulangi kesilapan lampau…

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Mar 11 2008

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Kalau dah tersangkut plak?!!

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aaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!! I want my old self!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pening!!!

Serabut!!!

Hilang fokus!!!

Knape perlu jadi!!!

What to do kalau org tu dulu kita menyampah…

what to do kalau org tu dulu slalu kita komen n tak puas ati dgn dia…

what to do kalau org tu not ur taste n type…

what to do kalau org tu ada bnyk sifat yang kita tak berkenan…

what to do kalau org tu tak sepadan (maybe)…

what to do kalau org tu dah ada ramai peminat…

what to do kalau org tu tak tau pun akan kewujudan kita…

what to do kalau org tu juz baik dgn kita n kita tak nak pun ada pape dgn dia…

what to do kalau kita x jumpa dia…tetiba rindu…

what to do kalau lagi kita cuba lupa dia…lagi terbayang2

what to do kalau lagi kita cuba cari pasal dgn dia…lagi jadi rapat

what to do kalau lagi tak nak jumpa dia…lagi la terpaksa jumpa

what to do…

kalau  kita tak nak suka dia…

tapi hati ni degil n dah tersuka dia…

what to do…..

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Mar 10 2008

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How Do You Know If U Like Someone…

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Hemm…

Memandang dah semakin ramai sahabat2 terdekatku terjebak dgn gejala n wabak nih…jadi daku pun ingin bertanya dan cuba memahami…

How do u know if u like someone??!! any answers… dah banyak teman2 yang aku interview dan berdialog…macam mana kita nak tau yang kita suka seseorg itu…manalah tau…kot2 kita juz minat ke dekat dia…juz suka2 tengok dia sbb dia kool ke otai ke apa ke… so camne nak tau yang kita btol2 suka seseorg tuh…

yea some people say…tido tak lena, mkn tak kenyang n mandi tak basah…ye ke? literally ke? but how do u know whether he/she is the one…camne nak tau yang kita tak buat salah pilihan…camne nak tau yang kita tak bertepuk sebelah tangan…camne nak tau yang wut we are feeling is real or not…camne nak tau smua tu…

some people say…u juz know…aduhss…payah arr camtu…some people say…nampak chemistry…hem kalau nampak biology plak camne….some people say…he/she completes you…tapi kalau itu juz perasan sendri camne…payah la nak berbicara pasal subjek nih…

nak tau n paham pasal mende ni punyalah payah…tapi kalau time nak break…heart broken nya pasti nampak…nak detect kita suka ke tak dekat seseorg takes such long time… tapi kalau heart break can only happen in juz a matter of time… ishk…takut bila pikir…

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Jan 27 2008

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MoViNg On…

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Kalau nak dipikirkan hati yang terluka…entah sampai bila akan terus membawa diri…kalau nak dipikir kenapa sesuatu terjadi pada diri ini, entah sampai ke tua pun belum pasti ketemu jawapan…

yang pasti, hati ini dah banyak kali dilukai…mungkin salah diri sendiri kerana tidak pandai membawa diri…atau mungkin salah hati ini kerana terlalu mudah terasa dan ambil hati…

pedulikanlah mereka…aku dah puas memperjuangkan nasib orang lain…aku dah penat berkorban untuk mereka yang tidak dapat menilai dan menghargai pengorbananku…

mulai sekarang aku hendak membahagiakan idupku…mulai sekarang aku hendak memperjuangkan nasibku…mulai sekarang hanya mereka yang bertuah dan tahu menghargai diri ini sahaja yang layak menerima pengorbanan ku…

aku dah puas terluka…aku dah puas menangis…aku dah puas menaruhkan kepercayaanku pada mereka yang kononnya sahabat dan keluarga…aku tak rela lagi menjadi pak sanggup untuk mereka…

betul aku yang mengusahakannya…betul aku yang memperjuangkannya…dan betul aku mau melihat ia berjaya…tapi aku tidak mampu untuk terus terluka….dan aku tidak mampu untuk terus berpura-pura…

dulu aku selalu mengatakn bahwa mereka yang mendapat aku sbg rakan adalah sgt bertuah…kerana aku seorang  yang sanggup melakukan apa sahaja kerana seorang teman…tapi sayang…kerana aku telah dilukakan…

hati ini sudah terhiris…dan aku masih belum mampu untuk berdepan dengan kalian seperti dahulu…aku sudah menyerah kalah dengan suratan…mungkin aku yang tidak layak berteman denganmu…

kini…kau rasakan…susah payah idupmu tanpa ku sebagai rakan…aku sering menjadi pelindung, aku sering memusnahkan segala halangan dan rintangan yang mungkin membawa kesusahan….kerana aku tidak mahu kau kesusahan…

sekarang….kau rasakan peritnya peranan yang aku mainkan…biar kau tahu bagaimana untuk menghargai sebuah pengorbanan…dan bagaimana sakitnya apabila hasil usaha sendiri menerima tomahan…

aku bukan mahu membalas dendam…jauh sekali mencipta sengketa…tapi aku mahu memberi pengajaran…supaya tiada lagi yang terluka….dan supaya kau sendiri dapat berusaha dalam mencapai impian yang kau cita…

walaupun aku bukan lagi disisi…ketahuilah…aku masih menyayangi ia sepenuh hati…aku mau melihat ia berjaya dan dikenali…berusahalah teman…perjuangkan ia sepenuh hati…semoga kejayaan akan kau perolehi…
 

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Dec 31 2007

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ARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!

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AKU TENSEN!!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN!!!!

AKU TENSEN TAHAP CIPAN, CIPUT!!!! ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!

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Dec 15 2007

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KeLiRu… (hem…macam tajuk lagu)

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aku keliru…

antara hati dan perasaan…

antara realiti dan fantasi…

antara mental dan fikiran…

antara pasrah atau redho…

antara kawan atau teman…

antara musuh atau lawan…

antara benci atau sayang…

antara rindu atau sendu…

antara benar atau palsu…

aku keliru…

kenapalah manusia dijadikan berperasaan…

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Dec 02 2007

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friendship ‘n’ family…

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dgr tajuk je macam dah nostalgik kan….haha…

masa kita tgh bljr nilah, kwn kita tu sahabat and diaorglah jugak kuarga kita…especially bila kita plak duduk jauh drpd family…so nak tak nak kita kena bljr percaya dekat diaorg…walaupun susah…nak tak nak bila kita ada mslh, we have to turn to them and ask for advise…kalau tak pun, we need them to juz listen so dat beban yg kita tanggung tu akan berkurangan…

betol masalah kita tu merupakan beban buat kita…tapi dgn menceritakan masalah kita dekat kwn kita, kita takkan membebankan dia…sebabnya mslh tu still mslh kita, dia takkan terbeban sbb bukan dia yg nak kena handle…the least dia bleh wat is to jd pendengar yg setia utk kita luahkan segala yang terbuku di hati, agar kita dpt berfikir dgn tenang utk selesaikan mslh tuh…btol x?!

lagipun, frens would never feel terbeban dgn mendengar mslh kwn dia…sebab itulah kdg2 frens bleh jd mcm family…like advertisement DIGI tuh, frens and family huhu…friendship ni kena ada give and take…hari ni kita susah, so kwn kita tlg kita…and bila kwn kita plak susah, kita tlg dia…dats how friendship grows… kalau kita tak pernah nak share pa pe dgn kwn kita, lama2 kita akan ilg kwn tuh…sbbnya dia akan mula ragu2 samada kita ni anggap dia sbg kwn yg sebenar atau tak…dia akan mula ragu2 samada kita percaya dia atau tak…kan susah cam gitu…

btol kita tak nak membebankan kwn2 kita…tapi kdg2 kita perlu membebankan kwn kita tuh utk dia tahu yg kita perlukan dia and that kita hargai kehadiran dia sbg seorg teman….btol kita tak nak nyusahkan kwn2 kita, tapi dgn nyusahkan kwn kita tuh, dia akan tahu yg dia wujud dalam kamus idup kita…and most importantly, kwn kita tuh akan tau yg kita percaya dekat dia…kan?!

ketulusan sebuah kepercayaan…
ibarat buih yang hilang dilautan…
hanya padamu teman…
ku mendambakan sebuah kepastian…
yang bakal membawa bersamanya…
seribu ketenangan…

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